Im pretty sure I have talked about this before, you know the "missing" rational mind. I KNOW I have one I have seen and actually even used it before...but mine is a tricky little bugger, he hides on me allot. Sometimes under my bed, sometimes in closets, refrigerators, I even found him once in purse attached to a little sticky note S had written to me about "Food is medicine" and "I have inner strength that I didnt even know was there." So I know hes around, Its like a marco polo game, I call out to him with my eyes closed and he moves every time I get close to him..I'm never really sure where he is BUT I do know he's there so I keep searching and calling out for him.
This morning I captured him...haha, Sucks my little hiding friend but I am now putting you in a nice blue box with a nice tight lid on it and whenever I need you I will know where you are! Sorry buddy I know you like your freedom but when you elude me like you like to do, sometimes drastic measures must be taken, Its not like I want to hurt you, I dont, I just need you, so at least now I know where you are...you will be in the box!!
But dont worry you wont be alone in the box, there will be pictures of Alyssa, and Zack and Isaiah, Mike will be there too so you can play marco polo with him,( as you clearly eluded him as well) there will also be lots of qoutes, and postive afermatations, so you will be able to read, you will also have some silly putty and beading material to play with, oh and I know you like to color so yes even though Its somewhat childish if you get really bored you can always color, I find it very distracting and it passes the time so Dear Rational mind you are mine, you are here to stay. SORRY, but I found you and you are stuck!!!
I would also like to just thank you for not giving me the hardest time trying to find you, maybe you were only half awake when I caught you, but it was nice not playing the marco polo game with you, I was tired too.
So my Dear Rational mind, even though you are now in captivity I hope we can become friends, that one day you wont need to be kept in our little blue box, maybe you will just sit on my shoulder and just whisper sweet nothings in my ear, but for now you have a new home! If you want can even throw a boost in there too...Do you want chocolate or vanilla? ...sorry we are all out of strawberry. :)
Okay my friend I will be back to visit with you in an about an hour, just rest while you can, we have allot of work to do!!!