but today I am quiting..quiting it all!
Today because apparently I didnt brush Alyssa's hair correctly..I received the statement "I wish it had been you and not dad!"
well you know what Alyssa...so do I!!
maybe it will be..maybe she'll be left without any parents...maybe she will go to live with my best friend she'd be a better mother then me anyway!!
Im not suicidal I just dont freaking care if I live or die.
Maybe anorexia will kill! ofcourse Im sure I couldnt get that lucky.
I dont want to hear she's only 7 and Im over reacting...I dont care Im tired of being everyones punching bag...12 years from mike and know shes taken over the role.
my life has been shattered into a million pieces and I couldnt even begin to think of how to put it back together.
yes i know im being irrational...again i dont care.
i just care anymore