okay I am kinda off the balance beam right now...
Shaking as you will. cant quite gather my thoughts to even type correctly but I am here to try and collect myself to focus on living my life and getting on track with the things I NEED to do today. I need to clean my Kitchen floor, I dont NEED to but I want to cause if I wait til tomorrow it will be gross so thats next on my list, or should I say first on my list casue all I have done today is the dishes.
geez if I could just stop shaking I think I would be good...what is my problem??
I thought it was cause I didnt have any smokes but I got some so we should be good on that front...I ate breakfast..late...quite a bit late..well just now which is lunch time but at least I ate right??
okay so what shall I do??
clean living room
take kids to beach
I WILL accompli
well I will acomplish all these things on my list or I will be a failure for the day...well thats kinda black and white but really I wont feel right unless I do it all...ALLLLLLL!!!
ohhh and Lisa I wrote a list of meds if you wnat to check it out...couple posts down...Love you all...wish me luck