Saturday, April 4, 2009

"I wish she loved me more...

then she hated herself..."

said by the daughter of a women who died from her ED.

I have tryed all dday to think of my kids..thats why i ate my breakfast...lunch and soon to be dinner...I just thought these were very powerful words...

I want so badly to change

I need so badly to change

I need to want to change more then I want to stay stuck...god help me...

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change, the ability to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference"

Love, Z

9 comments:

PTC said...

Stay positive!!

Zena said...

Im trying!!!

thankyou babe!!!

love,,Z

Telstaar said...

Your words are so true. Keep holding on *hugs*

Zena said...

okay i need to remember these words as it is time for breakfast and I am FREAKING OUT!!!

love, Z

Zena said...

i just gained 10,000 pounds from breakfast...how is that possiable??

Just Be Real said...

Zena, hold on! Your words ring truth. Blessings dear one!
10,000 pounds, wow!

firefly said...

That puts things in perspective. It is so hard but you can't afford anymore time with ed. It's robbed you of your family, life and happiness. You can do this girl. Keep fighting! I'm proud of you! Happy Palm Sunday.

firefly said...

You know its humanly not possible to gain that much weight from one meal. I hope you don't have a scale anyway. Scales are evil.

Zena said...

thanks guys...your kind words mean allot...I am really struggleing but I am doing it, i had a very yummy soy smoothie for lunch and of course dinner is just around the corner but I am trying not to think about it. We had a very powerful message in church..about the crucifiction of christ and how amazeing his love is for us... how his grace saved us and it really hit home....How amazing is his love for us??

Love, Z