Guys, Im so broken
I dont even know where to begin...
My sisters one whom is getting married in a huge hoopla wedding in 2.5 weeks and the other who just graduated law scholl are not speaking. I cant even describe to you all the reasons why, they both have reasons...but...its soooo heartbreaking.
law school sister is refusing to be in wedding
wedding sister says if she isnt in the weddingand happy about it law sister is cut out of her life for ever
law school sister says she hates wedding sister and wants her out of her life anyway...
my kids are seeing all of this
They have seen so much and lost so much in thier young lives and now for the only 2 aunts who see them to be at war, its very very upsetting.
and for my sisters not to see that life is to short for such hatered (and that it what it is, this is not some fight, they have both used the words hate and lifetime in the same sentence) its really aweful, and its breaking me even more then I already am...im at a lose, I dont know what to do or say anymore, niether of them can see past thier own noses and its so so sad.
I am moving in 9 days the wedding is in 16, 1 month from tomorrow would have been Mikes 40th birthday, 1 month and 6 days from now will be the 6 month aniversary of his death and 1 month and 9 days from now would have been our 8th wedding anniversary...if I make it through the next 6 weeks it will prove I can do anything...but right now I dont know how I m going to make it...
my heart feels shattered
please dear GOD let my sisters work this out...