when you feel like umm your world could collapse at any second what do you do??
A) stay in bed all day ( did that yesterday, plus I didnt feel good)
B) sit down and have a good cry
c) take too many prescription meds
d) wish you were dead
I will go with E cause why?? well cause I have kids and my house is a mess and cause I have kids and they need a mom and cause I have kids and it would put them in T if I killed myself...notice a theme here...those darn kids keep me here...
I am so anxious I could cry or scream I dont know which??
I ran out of creamer for my coffee and had to use milk fucker...extra unneeded calories...we are so broke casue christmas sucks and I keep hearing that song cow girls dont cry and I think why??? why do they teach us not to cry...what is so wrong with crying...I wish I could sleep forever...I am no longer sad...just fucking depressed and anxious...sad is better at least you can feel SOMETHING ...now its just blahhhh...
yeah well happy new year folks its already a doozy here in the land of Zena.