per Zubys suggestion I amgoing to write outmy pro anna thought sand then challange...
here goes nothing
I am fat and need to starve til wenesday....that will only get me in the hospital and that would mean more time away from my kids
laxitives make you feel light and free....they cause you pain and make you sick
I want to be thin...I am a healthy wieght for my body and I need to stay here
Thin is everything...NO my family is everything!!!!********
I want to die.... NO I have to much to live for...M,A,Z,I
okay those are the thought running through my brain as i sit here and type...
goals for today include to hydrate, not purge and drink 2 boosts
to clean my house and do laundry and the dishes
to spend time with my kids
read some of the book I got " the shack"
thats it folks wish me luck!!!