tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post191399043368595730..comments2023-10-23T14:50:26.376-04:00Comments on the struggle within: Todays goalsZenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-20560054676729307262009-01-06T02:51:00.000-05:002009-01-06T02:51:00.000-05:00zena,good work honey!i am glad you can address the...zena,<BR/>good work honey!<BR/>i am glad you can address the challenge and even better - your rebutals against AN are really honest and true.<BR/><BR/>you are such a fighter zena and that is really inspiring!<BR/><BR/>xobelindahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01130794351120140046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-19203605660489663842009-01-05T19:08:00.000-05:002009-01-05T19:08:00.000-05:00okay reason # 5, M will take away my kids, he thre...okay reason # 5, M will take away my kids, he threatened to kick me out if I go back into the hospital...<BR/><BR/>shit I am so scared, I hate to feel this full<BR/><BR/>thanks Z your words really do make a difference...How are you feeling missy?? I have been thinking allot you and your little bean...<BR/><BR/>love, ZZenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-38824347792763810742009-01-05T18:59:00.000-05:002009-01-05T18:59:00.000-05:00I know you do, hon. But why cannot you not purge?1...I know you do, hon. But why cannot you not purge?<BR/><BR/>1) It will be an ed behavior<BR/>2) you'll be one step closer to hospital, if not death<BR/>3) your kids deserve to have a mum who is happy<BR/>4) you need to model a good healthy relationship with food to your kids, especially your daughter who is already engaging in ed behaviours...<BR/>5)???zubeldiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09540610591568098744noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-65554514706330061192009-01-05T18:55:00.000-05:002009-01-05T18:55:00.000-05:00I wanna purge so bad...it hurts but I wont I will ...I wanna purge so bad...it hurts but I wont I will distract...til bedtime...cripes this is hard<BR/><BR/>ZZenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-21839372134147377562009-01-05T18:47:00.000-05:002009-01-05T18:47:00.000-05:00well done, honey. KEEP going with this. EVERY TIME...well done, honey. KEEP going with this. EVERY TIME you have a pro-ana thought - or behaviour - come here and challenge it. I think something very concrete can help interrupt the loop going on in your mind.<BR/><BR/>How are you now, hon?zubeldiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09540610591568098744noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-17188449307064436772009-01-05T18:23:00.000-05:002009-01-05T18:23:00.000-05:00okay I am going to try to counteract the feelings ...okay I am going to try to counteract the feelings I am having right now!<BR/><BR/>m came home and made dinner...ofcourse I wouldnt eat what he made but he made me drink a boost with my baked potatoe and I feel sick...I needed it its good for me It will make me stronger!!!<BR/><BR/>Love, ZZenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-9420140037783013562009-01-05T16:10:00.000-05:002009-01-05T16:10:00.000-05:00LOVE it. I think it is awesome that you are active...LOVE it. I think it is awesome that you are actively trying to counteract those negative thoughts. keep going girl!DaftDragonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09144816448694995397noreply@blogger.com