thats right folks I am so freaking hungry and I cant bring myself to eat anything, the whole thing really suck s because if I dont get my act together I will be in the hospital by mid january, how do I know that well I have a bad heart and I see the Ed specialist Jan 15th and if my EKG comes back screwy back to the hospital I go...I cant find the will within myself to stop this from happening..what is wrong with me..??
Oh yeah I have an Ed..duh..
Saw my Phyc...today she is so nice and kind and understanding ( she used to work with Ed patients in a hospital) ( the one I always go to)..blahhh
So your not eating Ehhh?/
do we need to put you in the hospital??
are you sure
well then what can we do to ensure that you eat??
full frontal lobotomy..lol..
we dont do that anymore and that would put you in the hospital anyway...
So what was the answer we came up with I know you are all dying to know...well I go back in two weeks and well see...to focus on 4 small meals a day...yeah righty I can barely eat my fucking 2 eggs a day...
plus Iam a fat pig..no hospital for me no surree
but shit i am starving myself Iam for sure a dumb ass