It has been snowing for three days straight can you believe that there is so much snow its scary I have been shoveling and sliegh riding and finally getting a littl ebit of movement in...my mucles are sore and it feel dam good...I havent exercised since before thanksgiving and although its techiniclly not exercise, it still felt good...
I have been following Ks plan since wenesday and although it feels like shit...Im doing it...
Have a holly jolly christmas... yeah...its almost chritmas...I cant wait to see teh joy on thier little faces it will be so exciting...god I am so cold.
I was emailing with S on friday night and we were talking about forgiving the inner child in me...for not managing to keep my parents together and for not being able to keep my dad from well you kknow treating me liek he should have been treating my mom...its scary to go there but I have too and it sucks but I think it s part of my journey.
I am still obsessed with losing wieght but I am trying to be healthy too, what a hard way to go....god I am freezing.
okay well not much to say but its still snowing and I am freezing and yes I am trying.
Love, Z
4 comments:
I'm glad you've been following the plan. I totally get this..."I am still obsessed with losing wieght but I am trying to be healthy too."
I wish there was an easy way to get over that. Keep on up with the good work.
Tara:I'm glad to see that you blogged. I was worried about you, so I called M. It's freezing but you guys are lucky to see snow. I hope things are going well with the kids and they don't get sick. Hang in there girl. I love you! The tough stuff might be scary but it's worth going through. No child should ever feel like they have to protect their mom.
I am fasting today...If you knew how much I ate and purged last night you would all die...I am so gross...I see K tonight so maybe I will eat some dinner but nothing til 5:30pm at least....
I hope you tell her about last night.
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