thats what I am a fat fucking cow!!!!!!!
I have a wedding to go to in 1 hour and I am feeling like a big ass fucking cow.
My dress is
trigger alert
a size 6
yep and I can barely zip it
fucking refeeding
fucking food
fucking body the betrayer
ugh
I cant go to this wedding
Im going to cry, I can feel it
my new mantra is suppossed to be " A BIGGER SIZE IS WORTH IT IF i DONT LIVE IN CHAOS" Well S I dont think so
gross
Zena
4 comments:
hi honey, I'm so sorry that I've not been aroudn this week. I've been thinking of you, love...
Yes, refeeding. a Size 6 is small, honey, and while you're no doubt used to smaller sizes 6/8 are small sizes.
Thinking of you, sweetheart. How was the wsdding?
And I like the mantra :)
thanks Z,
I am still feeling horriable body hate but the wedding was fun and beautiful...and yes the food was fantastic...but I hate my body and want it despertly to change...
please god let it change
Zena
Zena: I'm glad you had a good time at the wedding. You were able to enjoy it. I get the body self hate. I think that is always the last thing to go. Tell me I'm right here folks. I'm just glad you are here because a few months ago you couldn't be there and enjoying your kids. I love you and recovery is worth it!!!!!
zena honey
i love you & miss you.
dont let a size rule you - i have so many sizes in my wardrobe varying from small to xlarge (depending on brand/style).
you are not a number honey!
xo
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