Physical and emotional Hell...This man makes me feel something, something I havent in a long time, some need is being filled, cared for maybe, its wrong, very wrong, but I am drawn to the attention and nuturing and physical touch...and he helps me with my kids, but its still wrong and its so hard.
but its taking its toll I have slept 7 hours since thursday, and yesterdayI was the first day was able to eat since thursday night...
Im a mess and need to fix this, I feel like such a slut for this but... I really just crave the touch.
Im so sorry I have let you all down
this is not who I am