Monday, February 21, 2011

So excited!!!

ITS EDAW!!! and Im so excited cause I just DECIEDED that Im going to be 100% healthy no later then october because I am going on a very special trip!!! what a great week to really dig into recovery!!!!

Im starting by going back to journaling ....following mp, making purging a non option, nixing the drinking, and just generally trying to love me for me!!!

It might sound like a lot but I will go slow, I just have recently seen the bigger picture and for the first time in a while really want to be here to live my life....Bella...7 months((hugs))

what are you guys doing for EDAW???

love love

3 comments:

Angela E. Lackey said...

I'm so glad to hear this optimism from you!!! You are a beautiful and wonderful person, and you can and will recover!

Let me know if there is anything I can do to help!

*GreatBigHugs*
Angela

firefly said...

Glad you are feeling more motivated!!!! How do you create two different blogs under same account. I finished my Christmas letter and want everyone to be able to read that so privacy settings would be different?

belinda said...

yes yes yes!!
nothing like a 20hr (or more) flight to the other side of the world to kick your butt into gear hey!! hahaha

and you are going to need to be in total health because i am going to have you on a very tight schedule and you are going to need your energy and wits about you my love!!

i'm excited too..
just by the way ;)
and am already thinking...
hmmm... what does this new yorker NEED to see? kangaroos? oceans? cocktail bars? drag shows? shoe shops? day spas? cities? country towns???? my head is spinning! hahaha

x