Sunday, March 21, 2010
Im so sorry. I loved you. I promise I will remember the good and not the bad. I will tell the children everyday how much you loved them. I love you, Im so sorry, Please Mike forgive me...Please tell me you are okay...please please come back. I cant bare to put you in the ground. I cant do this without you, they need 2 parents, They need you. I keep thinking you just went on a trip, that you will come back, its okay please come back, i will try, I will ....do anything...please im sorry, what more do you need i will do anything, you must have been so scared, there were spiders there, you must have been so afraid. why did you do this? there had to have been another way...you were getting help...why didnt they help you?? Please Mike Please ...Im sorry sorry..my tears feel like your blood...its on my hands...it wont go away...please mike just come back.