I broke up with Ed along time ago and I am not going back not even for a day...we dont mesh anymore..one day with him leads to a life of hell!!! ummmmm so not worth it...yeah really SO NOT WORTH IT...
So yesterday after i met with S "ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS" is what I came away with and she said I talk a good game but ummm flounder on the actions part...so I went homme and had lunch...berries and yogurt..yummo!! snack around 4 and dinner at chuck e cheess casue my kids hada birthday party there so yes dinner was pizza!!!
So I told ED to fuck off I didnt need him any more...and although I dont entirely believe it...I am going with my rational and wise mind and its telling me I knwo the truth and I am sticking to it...
O I had a laspe in thinking...it happens to the best of us...but I have regained my wise mind and am ummm ate even though it was fucking hard its not as hard as living with ED...this I kow for sure so instead of being a willfull ED chic...I am being the wise mother that my kids so need and deserve...today.breakfast any minute...lunch with kiddies..beach...and cleaning and umm it looks like a BBQ is in order as its suppossed to be HOT!!!
tommorrow teh last of Z mans birthday partys and hoffmans and it looks like it will be HOT for that too...busy weekend NO time for ED...so ED buzz off I have a life!!!
and Im not taking any of your crap!!!
oh yeah cheer me on a and join the "NO ED BAND WAGON" Im on board...whos with me??
Love you all my peeps