how I wiegh 5003 pounds and I am a fat cow and that i would rather be dead then be this fat, but no one really cares that I Am a cow or that I exist really so I am just going to say that tomorrow is Halloween and I got the kiddos really cute costumes and trick or treating should be fun if its not to cold.
I missed a K and S apt this week due to sick kids, it seem s like there is always someone sick in my house and really its getting quite annoying.
All I want to do is sleep and starve but i cant well I shouldnt although I have been sleeping a little too much lately.
I just had breakfast and i feel like breaking my knee caps...yeah fun stuff.
I need to see S tomorrow despertly...I need to tell her how dissconnected I feel from everything how I want a connection so badly and I dont know how to achieve it. I also see K tomorrow which should be fun since I havent really done much of what she asked of me except for today..today I had breakfast...ugh :(
thats it folks
I havent much to say
except I am a cow!!!!!!!!!!