Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Well Ip it is!

i am going to the physc ward..its not a bad place really they have a pretty good Ed program and i love the N there so it should be okay...hopefully it will be for a very short term and then I can transfer to day tx...I nede to be home for my family...My EKG came back okay so now we are just waiting on labs...I guess I will be in by tonight... Pray for me and my family guys especially my hubby he is very stressed...

Love, Z

25 comments:

PTC said...

Good luck, Z. I will miss you. I hope you're not there for a "short time." I think you need to be there for at least 3 months in order to really try and beat this thing. I don't think a short time is going to do that. Good luck!! xoxo

Tri Thin said...

I hope you are really open and ready for treatment, your family wants you home and healthy.

Good Luck!

lisalisa said...

I'm praying for you and your family! Hopefully this is the change you need to turn things around! Pleasee take advantage of every minute you are there! I know it is hard to leave your children and hubby but remember this is for the best- they need you to be healthy! You can do this! I will miss you! ((hugs!))

Just Eat It! said...

I'm wishing you the best of luck. I hope you can get the help you deserve and some much needed rest.

Dee said...

Z-remember you are doing this for YOU! not just your kids or your hubby or friends and family. Do this for YOU! concentrate on YOU to get better and then you will find that things will fall in place for the good!

Safe hugz!
Dee
A Mom's Journey

joann said...

Hunnie, good luck there! Wish to hear from you the good news when you come back... be strong, I'll be thinking about you.

xxx

firefly said...

Hey Hang in there and take your time. If you beat ed/depression now you will have more time to spend with family and friends. Hang in there!

Zena said...

they didnt have a bed I have to wait til tomorrow...I feel so deflated...I was so scared then got myself ready and here I am again ready to jump off the edge I just needed a safe place you know...

love, Z

PTC said...

YOu will be ok. Good luck tomorrow. When do you leave. Where are you going? You don't have to say.

Tiger said...

Oh, Z. Good luck. You CAN do this, as hard and scary as it seems on this side, I'm sure that it will seem much different once you've done it. <3

Telstaar said...

Will be thinking of and praying for you hunni, you can do this! Don't come out too early cause otherwise you'll just end up back wher eyou started!!!

Love you xoxo

Jena said...

(((((((Zena))))))))
I know going is so huge for you, this has been what you have been avoiding for such a long time but I'm so glad you will be in the hands of people who can monitor your health and safety! Get well real soon sweetheart! I'll be thinking of you and praying for you!!! Lots and lots of hugs!

Zena said...

Im not sure when I will be leaving...I willbe going to four winds of saratoga...they are safe and have a good Ed program ...Im scared to be without you guys...you and my family have been what has been keeping me going...no internet...no razors ( so hairy legs will be the in thing:), No cell phones...just food and support and lots of it...i had a dream last night they put me on a 2500 cal diet and i totally freaked out...but I am sure they will start me off slow and work up to it...scary dream though:(

I love you guys...dont forget me while I am gone K

Love, Z

PTC said...

I would die if I couldn't shave my legs!! I shave EVERY day!! ;)

Good luck, babe. Make the most of it. I know it will be scary but you can do you.

Zena said...

i am fucking flipping why dont they just call already...i cant stop shaking

lisalisa said...

hang in there! I will miss you! Dou you know yet how long you will be gone? Have you been to four winds before? Can we send cards/mail to support you?
((hugs))

Zena said...

I am leaving....now I dont know how long i will be there but the address is...

Tara Mackey
30 crescent avenue
Saratoga springs NY 12866
ferdell unit
love you guys

Z

joann said...

hope everything would work out <3

firefly said...

T: I hope that you are doing o.k. now that you are ip. Everytime you sent me a text I was like is this the last one? Hang in there! You can do this!

Sarah said...

I'm thinking of you with a lot of love. I'm sorry I haven't been around more. I'm so glad you're in IP. You deserve a healthy life, sweet girl.

xoxo

Michele said...

Take advantage of every opportunity to get well. Participate in activities. It's the only way hospitalization works. I will be praying for you and for your family. Michele

firefly said...

Hay Came to see your new picts but they aren't up yet. How are things being out? I can't wait to see Zach's pictures! Love ya!

PTC said...

She's out? Already????

Jena said...

Zena, you outa there now??

Zena said...

yeah guys Iam have been sprung..PHP starts on monday..I will write a better update soon but I need to get ready for church...I am doing well except for the body image stuff..they made me gain 7 pounds while I was in there..they say it s fluid I say fat...guess we will find out..time for breakfast

Love you guys

Z