I have nothing all day
except sleep and lay around, Im so lazy and fat
I cant stand myself
I am now on bathroom watch as M now nows about the purging so I cant pee alone til 30min after I eat...ugh I guess its a good thing..
i have to meet my father for some free diapers after church tomorrow and for those of you who know the father crap well it should be fun ( sarcasim)
we have a church social after church tomorrow and I have made cranberry orange bread...I dont want to go as its a food thing but fuck it I might as well go and make a fool out of myself.
i just tried to pee and he locked the door
this is what my life has come to
I am remuda all over again