Tuesday, October 12, 2010

hmmmm...my brother in law

just brought my mother home from her doc apt (she had foot surgery friday) its like 11:30 am, I brought in my coffee and the bagels my mom wanted...my brother in law is here working..."want one?" he says..."no thanks" I say, "Did you eat breakfast yet?" I stutter, " I woke up late...just got my coffee...need a cigerette...." "hate to break it to you the day started over 4 hours ago...have a bagel.." more stuttering..."no thanks, not now" he rolls his eyes, I pray he shuts up...he s gonna rat me out...I m fucked...

WHY CANT I BE NORMAL???

grrrrr


Im exposed

3 comments:

belinda said...

1/ normal... i hate that word, let's ban it!

2/ eat the bagel before i eat you!!

3/ exposure is great. why? because it's honest, raw, open and real.. everything you believe in (and everything your ED doesn't!)

bugger off ED
bring back tara, love you babe
Xx

ps. where the heck is your hard drive? your sister and i are onto it, kick their butt.. or we will! :p

Angela E. Gambrel Lackey said...

Eat the bagel (and other foods) and tell ED to shut the hell up!

You can do it!

*Hugs*
Angela

firefly said...

Just some good ole encouragement! What happened to being honest with your team?
TRUST (this is a demo of Sanctus Real)

Lest I’m tempted to forget
I’ll tie Your love around my neck
I’ll write Your words upon my heart
Lord, I won’t forget how good You are
I’ll dwell upon Your faithfulness
I’ll rest within Your promises
And when I’m walking through the dark
Lord, I won’t forget how good You are

I will trust, I will trust You
I will trust You Lord with all my heart
And I won’t forget how good You are
No, I won’t forget how good You are

You gave me everything I have
My whole life is in Your hands
When what I fear is closing in
Lord, Your faithfulness will never end

I will trust, I will trust You
I will trust You Lord with all my heart
And I won’t forget how good You are
No, I won’t forget how good You are

Even in the darkness, even in the questions
Even when the hardest times of life are at hand
Even in darkness, even in questions
Even in the times that I’m not meant to understand

I will trust.

Proverbs 3:3-6

You can do this!