Fat

Is ozzing out of my pores

I hate is I caught a glimps of myslef in the mirror and almost died..I swears..this CAN NOT BE HAPPENING!!!

I am frantic

I need to Restrict

Just berries and cottage cheese all day

NO BINGING

I am back to counting every morsel that goes in my mouth

I am a fat pig

i have to got a party today and all I will eat is berries

Binging be damned

I know This is not very recovery orienated but I cant help it

I AM GROSS!!!

FUCKING GROSS

GROSS

GROSS

I HATE ME

I HATE THIS ED>>>I MISS ANA

FUCK

I NEED TO CALM DOWN

BUT I CANT

I AM GOING TO CRY

LIKE FOR REALS

I AM GOING TO BREAK DOWN AT ANY MINUTE

Here come the TEARS

FUCK I JUST WNAT TO BE NORMAL!!!

Z