of being normal
Its hard to accept to take in what you been through and what you have done.
I have been having a secret affair for 4 months, and I love him and he loves me and it can never be because its so wrong.
I miss when hes not here and feel guilty when he is
I love seeing him lay on my couch
but know its not real
I deserve better...something real
but he doesnt hit me, and that I have never had
I want so bad for it to be real
but reality is it can never happen
and for that I heart broken