I am happy....

i am happy cause I dont need IP

I am happy cause my family is on the mend

I am happy cause my H is being 100% SUPPORTIVE!!!

I am happy cause my three kids are teh cutest EVER

I am happy cause life w/o Ed is far better then life with him.

I was thinking about all the feeling sorry for myslef I do and I realized that just now I have lots of things in my life to be happy with...

I see DOC. A today and I am hopeing she will tell me there is no permmanent damage done to my poor body and that I can continue on with this process in health and happiness. Well at least in health casue I am not always happy:)...but I am trying and folks I thinks thats what counts..right???

I am reading Life without Ed again and S and I are talking about disobeying and disagreeing...or maybe its the other way around... Like the thoughts are still there but I am not going to do what they say...

I swears I am not!!!

more to come on the DOC apt

love, Z