It didnt work

Its september.

Panic, Fear, exhaustion, Panic, Tears, Terror, Guilt, Shame, panic, Unknown, Fear, Terror, Panic...

I have been fitful, tearful and restless for some time now...and its getting worse, last nights tear fest was the culmanation of weeks (months) of fears and anxietys ...

I cantdont seeing it get much better.

and my contact is still in my eye, at least it feels that way..so now I have 3 contacts in...2 being in one eye...

really I m sucha joy to be around

sorry