tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post5509484827165320892..comments2023-10-23T14:50:26.376-04:00Comments on the struggle within: crapZenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-75238780153887862402009-04-19T10:34:00.000-04:002009-04-19T10:34:00.000-04:00Hey Z: What would you tell a friend that was doing...Hey Z: What would you tell a friend that was doing all the behaviors that you mentioned? Would you say they were too fat for treatment. No, if they were mentioning dangerous behaviors you would get them into treatment. You might be enjoying the weight loss but you know you'll just have to gain it all back because you didn't do it the healthy way. I know the feeling of wanting to do the right thing to please other people but in the end you need to answer to yourself. You have got to recover for yourself. You can do this Z!!!I'm so sorry I was cranky the other day.fireflyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02443020437138183849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-13202616082094533882009-04-17T17:12:00.000-04:002009-04-17T17:12:00.000-04:00It is so sad to think that these kids have no idea...It is so sad to think that these kids have no idea what might be coming their way, and maybe very soon.<br />I'm not sure exactly what all this is doing for you and I am sure your T would love if you were to try and figure that one out. These behaviors are constant in your life and you switch from one to another saying time and time again you are in denial- but to be honest, sadly, I am not sure that can be true anymore. <br />I hope, for your family's sake, you can dig deep and search beyond the tip of the running, the drinking, the purging, the laxatives...and find the meaning of what this is giving you.<br />There is more to this than the symptoms. And if you continue, like anyone, to hide behind them- you will end up dead. I know that isn't what you want, but sometimes, it is what happens. <br />You are not invincible.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-57230150974679756582009-04-17T13:20:00.000-04:002009-04-17T13:20:00.000-04:00PTC is right - no one can stop you or make you wan...PTC is right - no one can stop you or make you want recovery when you don't want it.<br /><br />I think, to be fair to your family, you should be honest with them about what you're doing to yourself. At least that way they wont be completely taken by surprise if something horrible happens to you.<br /><br />S.So I ran faster but you caught me here.https://www.blogger.com/profile/00208633429278160277noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-61063340090916304962009-04-17T12:58:00.000-04:002009-04-17T12:58:00.000-04:00dear z-
the drinking while on meds is what sounds...dear z- <br />the drinking while on meds is what sounds scary to me; that might kill you before ED does (although the ed is serious business, too). I'm very afraid for you and will be praying for you. At first i thought people were overreacting , but it really looks like things are out of control for you. I know know know it is hard to leave yor kids, but maybe you could sacrifice some time now for tx so you could be around for the rest of their lives. But i'm sure you have heard this all before. Is php an option?lisalisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-30320627554913818452009-04-17T11:05:00.000-04:002009-04-17T11:05:00.000-04:00Oh sweetheart, it sounds like the pendulum has com...Oh sweetheart, it sounds like the pendulum has come back and whacked you on the bum. You wanna know something? I don't know what your weight is and I love you anyway. I don't know what your weight is, and I know you're in serious trouble because your treatment team has told you this lots of times over, I know that lots of that is to do with your electrolytes and thus it has a lot more to do with bulimia than anorexia but I also know that pursuing weight loss will make that even worse again.<br /><br />Hunni, I know its sooo hard to hold on and fight. I know that in a day you can go up and down a million times and thats okay. But when it seems a bit hard to fight, instead of giving in, try and just "rest" for a little bit, then go back to fighting. But hunni, please keep trying to not engage in the ed behaviours. You're too important for that!!<br /><br />Love Telly xoTelstaarhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04551330755337480779noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-36622595263306097762009-04-17T07:48:00.000-04:002009-04-17T07:48:00.000-04:00Be careful, it sounds like you're treading in some...Be careful, it sounds like you're treading in some dangerous waters.Marillahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05859968640481329557noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-46389400294339468762009-04-17T07:34:00.000-04:002009-04-17T07:34:00.000-04:00No I'm not.
You're going to do what you want to...No I'm not. <br /><br />You're going to do what you want to yourself. No one can stop you.PTChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05377666179155825301noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-62420583393746512732009-04-17T07:29:00.000-04:002009-04-17T07:29:00.000-04:00Im not going to die..you are overreacting Im to fa...Im not going to die..you are overreacting Im to fat to die...tx is not an option, I need a new brain thats what would be best!!<br /><br />love, ZZenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-30891413591215392422009-04-17T07:27:00.000-04:002009-04-17T07:27:00.000-04:00I don't know what to say to you anymore, Z. You'r...I don't know what to say to you anymore, Z. You're going to die if you don't go into treatment. Sorry to be so harsh, but it's the truth and it's all I've got right now.PTChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05377666179155825301noreply@blogger.com