tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post1333613378802467582..comments2023-10-23T14:50:26.376-04:00Comments on the struggle within: So your afraid of being healthyZenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-71280701863768843762009-04-04T10:56:00.000-04:002009-04-04T10:56:00.000-04:00Zena, I hear ya! I am struggling with that too. ...Zena, I hear ya! I am struggling with that too. Fear of being set free! Thanks for sharing dear one.Just Be Realhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15815210059310140144noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-21540281321554399782009-04-01T07:51:00.000-04:002009-04-01T07:51:00.000-04:00Okay guys (((jena)) (((telstar)))), (((ptc))), tha...Okay guys (((jena)) (((telstar)))), (((ptc))), thankyou so much for your support, jena you made me cry, i wont leave you behind girlie, i will take your hand and drag you with me if I have too, we may have different struggles but i think they are more simialar then you think...I love you girlie and thankyou from the bottom of my heart.<BR/><BR/>telsaar, <BR/><BR/>S assured me yesterday there is still much work to be done once I am healthy, which will take ALLOT of time why I thought after nine days I was cured was beyond me, and yesterday was definately a bad day...but heres hopeing to a better one.<BR/><BR/>Day 10<BR/><BR/>behavior free<BR/><BR/>love, ZZenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-14102047203009464562009-04-01T04:17:00.000-04:002009-04-01T04:17:00.000-04:00Oh hun, how you're feeling is pretty normal. I thi...Oh hun, how you're feeling is pretty normal. I think this is one major reason why I am afraid to connect with professionals because, what if they leave? However hunni, simply because the ed is getting a tiny bit better doesn't mean you are fixed! You have so much other emotional and psychological work to do hunni. It's a battle one day at a time.<BR/><BR/>You will have good days AND bad days and that's normal. Its a part of life. Simply because you have a good period doesn't mean you're ready to end treatment.<BR/><BR/>*huggles*<BR/><BR/>Love ya girlTelstaarhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04551330755337480779noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-2345541372890948532009-03-31T21:14:00.000-04:002009-03-31T21:14:00.000-04:00I know we're in totally separate situations and co...I know we're in totally separate situations and conditions but I feel like your post is echoing my cries. It's such a horrible and helpless place to be in. I want to turn this all around right now too, get back to being "under." But Zena, I think of you and I think of everything you've been through and I think, "no, Zena, you need to get through this, you need to stay on it." Then I think of myself. Would I say this to myself? No! So I am looking to you as an example right now. I need to get through the same pain as you, the same thoughts... don't unravel your road to recovery. Let me join you too. And don't leave me behind.JChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15334635689175224268noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-88144902472049157812009-03-31T16:10:00.000-04:002009-03-31T16:10:00.000-04:00That totally makes sense, but I hope that feeling ...That totally makes sense, but I hope that feeling goes away for you.PTChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05377666179155825301noreply@blogger.com