tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post1128017890795928318..comments2023-10-23T14:50:26.376-04:00Comments on the struggle within: valentines daysZenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-71120763980535415702011-02-15T19:29:13.139-05:002011-02-15T19:29:13.139-05:00i hear you :(i hear you :(belindahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01130794351120140046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-46094447673093718582011-02-15T12:37:18.515-05:002011-02-15T12:37:18.515-05:00P.S. I didn't mean he will be home as in we ar...P.S. I didn't mean he will be home as in we are going to be living together, but that he will be back in Michigan and we will be dating each other. I pray with all my heart that we will be together completely again; I feel so lonely and everyone keeps saying I am so strong and getting through this so well and I just want to say I am so lonely sometimes and it is hard not to want to turn to anyone just to end the loneliness instead of trusting that in the end my marriage will work out. But I will trust God that we will be together again, and I hope I am not setting myself up for a broken heart. <br /><br />And someday you will be with someone who *deserves* you. You deserve so much love and kindness, I wish I could make things better for you right now, but I can't and somedays I cry for all the pain in the world and wonder why we all have to suffer like this and I get angry at God.<br /><br />(Sorry for the rambling. I'm experiencing a little bit more anxiety this week than usual and I need to work on that.)<br /><br />*Hugs*<br /><br />Love you!!!<br />AngelaAngela Elain Gambrelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08199876962091491591noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6709375526155793906.post-70933057114281065382011-02-15T09:18:39.445-05:002011-02-15T09:18:39.445-05:00Oh Tara, I'm so sorry. I thought about you all...Oh Tara, I'm so sorry. I thought about you all day yesterday and almost called, but then thought you must be with your children and family so I didn't want to disturb that. I know it is hard, but please find a way to do what is best and healthiest for you. You deserve to live and have a joyful and loving life.<br /><br />Valentine's Day is so hurtful for some people; I spent it on the phone with my husband wishing so bad he would come home and yes, I know he will be home in a few weeks but in the meantime I miss him and you miss your husband and there is so much pain in the world (and I am crying as I write this) that I wish I could just make it stop for you, me, everyone. Someday we will be happy and live wonderful lives, and I hope all of this makes sense.<br /><br />Love you!!!<br /><br />AngelaAngela Elain Gambrelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08199876962091491591noreply@blogger.com